I have lived on this road for five years.
Ask me where to buy the freshest fruit nearby, and I do not know. What time does the hair salon on the corner close? I do not know that either. There is a library a ten-minute walk away, but only tonight did I learn exactly which road it was on.
This has nothing to do with laziness.
I paint, write, and record notes every day. My days are full. It is just that everything happens at one desk, and all my social contact takes place through a screen.
After five years, my knowledge of the neighborhood probably amounts to enough to fill in a food delivery address.
Tonight, the heat drove me out
Daytime temperatures in Shanghai have lately been thirty-seven or thirty-eight degrees Celsius. Forget exercise: even opening a window feels like opening an oven.
I spent the day painting in an air-conditioned room, sitting for more than ten hours. By eight in the evening, my body finally had enough: if I did not move, I was going to seize up in the chair.
So I changed my shoes and went out.
Of course I hesitated before leaving. I would have to change clothes and take my phone. Would it still be hot? How far should I go? The little theater in my head had already begun, every line urging me to stay in.
Later I realized I was not thinking seriously. I was merely analyzing “how troublesome going out would be.” Follow that analysis far enough and it is easy to conclude: perhaps I should forget it.
Often the truly difficult part is not walking for an hour. It is getting out of the chair, putting on shoes, and pushing open the door.
My solution was simple: never mind, go out first.
And then?
Then I walked for an hour and a half.
A podcast played through my headphones, my feet moved forward, and my mind followed along as I listened. By the time I noticed, I had walked five kilometers.
Not one of my hesitations before leaving remained once I was outside.
Staying home, my body had given me only one signal: tired.
Once I began walking, suddenly there were more signals. The breeze felt good. The evening was not as hot as I had imagined. Sweating a little actually made my whole body feel clearer.
My body seemed to be saying: you finally remembered me.
Only by walking did I discover what this street looked like
Turning into Gaoxing Road, everyday life came rushing toward me.
Cooking fumes from snack stalls mixed with passersby’s perfume. Singing leaking from karaoke rooms overlapped with vendors’ calls. Neon lights washed the whole street in warm yellow.
You brush past a woman selling fruit and step aside for a young delivery worker carrying takeout. You do not have to speak, but you know you are living in the same world.
At South Jiangyang Road, the scene suddenly changed.
Six lanes, with factory walls and large company compounds on both sides. The wind grew stronger, and the hum of traffic covered everything. No neon, only streetlights and headlights. No smell of snack stalls, only wind and exhaust.
Having painted for more than ten years, I could not help thinking as I walked: this is plainly a painting.
The small street was “dense.” Neon, people, smells, sounds: every inch contained something.
The broad road was “sparse.” Open and spacious, with wind and traffic sounds leaving room for the picture to breathe.
A good painting alternates density and open space. All density, and the eye has nowhere to rest. All openness, and it feels empty. The small street’s bustle needs the broad road’s wind for a breath. The broad road’s openness also needs the small street’s details to remind you that people live here.
I understand density and space in paintings. Yet tonight was the first time I saw the road I had lived on for five years.
Living here is not the same as knowing here
Only after you have walked it with your feet, smelled it with your nose, and heard it with your ears does a street truly become “your neighborhood.”
A delivery app can tell you which shop is highly rated, but not the color of the neon at the hair salon on the corner. Navigation can find the quickest route, but it cannot let you smell food freshly lifted from a snack stall’s pan at nine in the evening.
Algorithms can choose products, recommend content, and fill our attention. But there is one thing they cannot do for us: go outside ourselves and smell a street.
It is too easy to spend more and more time inside screens, and too easy to overlook the real life in front of us.
So there is something I want to do.
Starting today, I will go out for a walk after eight every evening. I will bring my headphones, but also my eyes and nose, and record two or three small things I saw, heard, or thought about that day.
This is not a check-in challenge or a display of self-discipline.
It is an invitation: let us return our attention to life together.
Tonight, if you are willing to go outside for ten minutes too, try noticing one small thing you have never paid attention to before.
When you come back, tell me: what did you see afresh today?
If you would like to keep recording with a group, reply “散步” (walking) in the WeChat public account’s message box to see how to join the small group. We do not compare step counts or chase anyone to check in. Just write one sentence each day: what did I see today?
See you on the road after eight tomorrow evening.

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